I dislike packing so much, I stop to blog, play a game, make dinner, etc. Why can't we just put bubble wrap inside the truck and toss stuff in...?!? Kind of lazy, I know. It just sounds like so much more fun, than going through and seeing clothes that aren't fitting yet. I will have to do something to break this lovely plateau. You know me....I go dramatic. Oh, you love me...admit it!
Brian said I can test my maxes, now that I got my wish, I need to get my sleep...as I only managed a whole 4-hours last night. My stomach is having issues. But I am working on that issue. NO, it is NOT the toes to bars we did yesterday (53 - modified). I know that, that kind of pain is the one where you laugh and/or cough and you grab your core and giggle....then that hurts. You know, good and well what I speak of.
4-hours of sleep...do I go do Crossfit!? I want to go sleep!!
So, I watched this video....You are worth it Let me say one thing. Of course, I wouldn't be me without my very valued opinion. I have put myself out there a lot this past year. Scares me sometimes, even Rick wonders why I do it? It gets things off my chest. I need to not hold things in....I hear it is not very healthy. He should feel fortunate I do not include him. ;) KIDDING.
So, I have this issue....I always want to be accepted, but I know that I can't please everyone....see my issue?! So, I have learned something. That I can accept whom I am, whom I am becoming and if people don't like me...I am sorry. But I really need to get healthy for myself. I am just sorry they can't get to know people and learn something new from someone. :0) Its the reason I love meeting people. I learn a lot!!!!
So, I was in the car going to get my hubby last night, broke down in tears, this move is bugging and exciting me all at the same time. It isn't like I am dying, but I have become so comfortable with something I can't break the cycle. It's like 616 needs to break up with me. LOL I laugh (grabbing stomach), but in my past that is how I ended it. LET ME TELL YOU WHAT. Why do I need to end it!? I am moving, not dying. I am not letting another piece of me die. I am moving to better the family, myself, to get a fresh start and be by my buddy. 616 got my head back in the game to be strong and healthy not wanting to be sickly thin looking.
I do not want to end any of my relationships with any of my friends at 616. *I am tearing up now as I type this.* Can I just throw you all into my truck that is bubble wrapped lined? I promise that I will drive safely. I am kidding. I will meet some new people. Poor Crossfit Fort Atkinson coaches...they have no idea what is in store.
I will give you a nice long blog post just before we move....you 616'ers. You each have contributed to where I am today......so order some tissue. :)
okay, gonna go chop veggies for meatza and see if I am going to go work out......sigh